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Long time no see

Hey blog, really haven't been updating my blog lately. Been really busy with work, in fact I'm in Penang at the moment for work... been here for 2 weeks, today is my last day here, will be flying back later this evening.

Feeling really down now, just got screwed by my bosses because they are saying that I'm too slow with my work, and even those that I submitted are incomplete. I'm not trying to find any excuses for myself, I know that I am not the best employee, and I'm not the faster employee but I am really trying very hard to do my job well. This is very depressing because I think my efforts are not being appreciated at all. I have so many big accounts (at least 8 in penang, 4 in SG) to handle now including all major EMS in Penang and some in SG. And also including my battery 'baby' that is under my care. There is so much to do, everything is under 'urgent', all of them want answers in 3 days, BUT I ONLY HAVE 2 HANDS!...

Already I was considering to call it quits but was holding back because I keep feeling that maybe I can still do it, but as the days go by I keep getting the further confirmation that I should and must go soon. Haiz, maybe I'm just not suited for this industry and for this type of work. Hopefully if I do leave, I will have a much better 'life' outside. Of course I do still wish this company all the best.

Haiz, been slow in preparing my resume. This time I really need to finish my resume and send out immediately. Oh well, good luck to me. Haiz, really feeling down now man, damn it... typing this as my conference meeting is on-going, I will just off my skype as soon this meeting ends. Luckily I still have 2 days to sort out my thoughts.

On a happier note I bought a new car... well not exactly new.. its a 2nd hand car - Mitsubishi Colt. Really wanted to buy a new car but with the soring COE prices pushing up the prices of new car, it is really too expensive for me, so I had to settle for a 2nd hand car. Oh well, its in a pretty good condition. Technical wise, I really don't know how to check, only test drive to see... But based on the outlook, its in a pretty good condition. 3+ years with mileage of only 50k, so its still pretty not bad in that aspect. Lol... Haiz bo bian lah, my van really cmi already. Spending too much on the van, it has got to a point that it really does not make sense to throw more money into it. Although I still love my van. I will miss him.