Oopss... I have a blog

Haha... Yes, I literally forgot that I have a blog... haven't been updating on my life for quite a while. So much has happened in the past few months. Well, my birthday is coming up very soon =), we have already started with the celebrations. First up was with my colleagues at Shanghai Dolly last Friday. Had another one at Play on Friday (it wasn't really meant to be my Birthday celebration, but I will still count it in anyway, haha), then last night was with my Uni guys at Dragonfly, today was with my family at Orchid Live Seafood restaurant. Then I'll be going to have dinner with do-do tomorrow (she's planning, finally), and another 2 more celebrations upcoming after that. OMG, so busy. Think I've been drinking a bit too much. The amount of alcohol I have in my body is now probably more than my blood. So my birthday resolution is to cut down on my alcohol, to cut down on my partying ways, and to get more exercise and become fitter. Not to mention my desire to find a higher paying job and one that I will enjoy more.

Oh yes, both the IRs have opened. MBS just did last week to much fanfare, I've not been there though. Also I went for a holiday to Macau in Mar. My love life is still as complicated as ever, in fact I think its getting more and more complicated by the day. Hope that I will be able to get my life sorted out soon. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

International Costumes

Everyone is so excited about going to the shop to look for costumes later. Company having an international night... but I'm not all that exited... Maybe its the weather lately. Not feeling very well this afternoon.

Actually wrote the previous paragraph before I left, just came back from the shop. It was surprisingly not very expensive, but I don't find it very interesting. There arn't many choices for guys, so I thought that I will do the most cost effective thing... to borrow from da bitch.. hahaha. Save me $$. Leaving for Macau tomorrow morning and I'm not feeling well now, shit man. Hope to feel better later... going back early to rest (but still have to meet Dodo as well as the 'other partners' and not forgetting that I have to go fetch cy and gang to my plc tonight). bzbzbz

Scrolling down...

I was scrolling down my history and I realise that I had blogged about my contract earlier, I was still thinking then that how come my contract details were not in. Come to think of it now, how I wished I did not take it on.

Moody Tuesday

In a meeting now, of course I just kanna screwed again. Haiz, sometimes I really don't know what to do. My sales manager just told me that I seem to be out of sorts and very different from when I just entered. But seriously, I think I am handling a lot more now as compared to when I just entered. Of course, no doubt I am able to better handle all my work when I just entered. But that is also because I had lesser to do and my job scope was clearer. Now I am just a bao-ga-liao sales engineer.

Hmmm, sent out quite a few resumes already. So far, only had 1 reply for a phone interview. But I cannot make it for the phone interview because I am overseas. Haiz, they had told me that they will get back to me after they reschedule the interview but till now no news.

Oh well, Tuesdays are always moody days.

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Long time no see

Hey blog, really haven't been updating my blog lately. Been really busy with work, in fact I'm in Penang at the moment for work... been here for 2 weeks, today is my last day here, will be flying back later this evening.

Feeling really down now, just got screwed by my bosses because they are saying that I'm too slow with my work, and even those that I submitted are incomplete. I'm not trying to find any excuses for myself, I know that I am not the best employee, and I'm not the faster employee but I am really trying very hard to do my job well. This is very depressing because I think my efforts are not being appreciated at all. I have so many big accounts (at least 8 in penang, 4 in SG) to handle now including all major EMS in Penang and some in SG. And also including my battery 'baby' that is under my care. There is so much to do, everything is under 'urgent', all of them want answers in 3 days, BUT I ONLY HAVE 2 HANDS!...

Already I was considering to call it quits but was holding back because I keep feeling that maybe I can still do it, but as the days go by I keep getting the further confirmation that I should and must go soon. Haiz, maybe I'm just not suited for this industry and for this type of work. Hopefully if I do leave, I will have a much better 'life' outside. Of course I do still wish this company all the best.

Haiz, been slow in preparing my resume. This time I really need to finish my resume and send out immediately. Oh well, good luck to me. Haiz, really feeling down now man, damn it... typing this as my conference meeting is on-going, I will just off my skype as soon this meeting ends. Luckily I still have 2 days to sort out my thoughts.

On a happier note I bought a new car... well not exactly new.. its a 2nd hand car - Mitsubishi Colt. Really wanted to buy a new car but with the soring COE prices pushing up the prices of new car, it is really too expensive for me, so I had to settle for a 2nd hand car. Oh well, its in a pretty good condition. Technical wise, I really don't know how to check, only test drive to see... But based on the outlook, its in a pretty good condition. 3+ years with mileage of only 50k, so its still pretty not bad in that aspect. Lol... Haiz bo bian lah, my van really cmi already. Spending too much on the van, it has got to a point that it really does not make sense to throw more money into it. Although I still love my van. I will miss him.

HAPPY 2010!!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE! Yes I know that in the second half of 2009 I haven't been very active in the blogosphere. Been a really busy 2nd half, work has been occuping most of my time and energy. Althought its been a very tough year, but I think looking back, there are some really wonderful memories of 2009. For one, is I finally got attached, well sort of attached, haha. Oh well, still taking one step at a time.

As we look back at the fond memories of 2009, I am also looking forward to 2010. Really hope that this will be the turning point of my career and life. Really hope to make an impact and show everyone that I can do it. Let us all erase all the unhappy portions of the past year, learn from our mistakes and look forward to a great year ahead.

Think I've been partying quite a bit lately, haha. Oh well, thats part of life right! So happy new year to all, love you all. Toodles.